Absurdity
I saw you. And I thought I didn’t care. You’re just another person stuck in the same four corners of the office. You have your own world. You have your own way of being humorous. You crack jokes in a weirdo way which makes some people laugh, some I guess are being indifferent. Well, me? I’m just always there, jammed in my little space, laughing to myself everytime I hear your “banat”. Weird but sweet.
You’re intelligent, you’re bright, you have an enchanting voice which never fails to captivate me. Even if you stutter sometimes, your voice and the way you talk seem like that of an angel.
I don’t really know you. We’re not close. We rarely talk. And when we talk, everything is all about bulls at work.
I guess I’ll stay that way, someone who simply stretches her neck out to see you, who peeps every now and then to catch a glimpse of you, who can’t wait to hear your voice to soothe my soul.
Some probably think you’re off the wall, but for me you’re just mysterious. A puzzle. A very interesting puzzle.
Oh, and did I say you’re even more beautiful than me?
I guess I am the weirdo.
September 17, 2010 at 8:49 am
looks like love to me
September 18, 2010 at 2:41 am
haha. that’s why i called it absurdity because she’s a she.
September 18, 2010 at 6:41 pm
i think its only normal to admire people of the same sex. i have a lot of female crushes as well. im currently going gaga over a female cosplayer, a tv vj of some sort at animax (the anime channel). she’s soo cute!
September 19, 2010 at 2:14 am
yeah, i have had some female crushes as well. i just feel weird this time because it is my first time to feel this way toward the same gender.
“I guess I’ll stay that way, someone who simply stretches her neck out to see you, who peeps every now and then to catch a glimpse of you, who can’t wait to hear your voice to soothe my soul.”
- this line, i couldn’t have written it if it was not her. ahahhaa..bonk boink boink *kutos sa head*
September 13, 2011 at 8:34 am
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